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I miss certain things but in the process of discovering who I am I also discovered the church is NOT true.Not a bad organisation and does some very good things along with many good memories but no longer for me. I am no longer alone, still have a relationship with God and believe it or not I have the holy ghost with me even though in my letter I was told I was not worthy. , June 22, 2014 My mom used to use Mormon doctrine to justify the abuse she put my family through.Then they bushwhacked me into not prosecuting or suing.Then they got me to talk to the bishop the next day. , 2008 I read Thomas Merton, Raids on the Unspeakable (New Directions Paperbook) and then Zen and the Birds of Appetite (New Directions Paperbook) followed by a recommendation of the Tao Te Ching Zen and then other beliefs spoke to my heart in a way that no longer allowed me to believe that this faith could be the one true word of God.
Oh yeah, I also started accepting the facts about the religion and about how it baits and traps you. , February 2014 Hubby, I, and 6 kids resigned 10 weeks ago yesterday. Some of the battles I was fighting early on in my discovery that the church wasn't true and during the time of our resignation have been replaced with newfound peace, freedom, and sense of well-being.
When GBH wrote his book about "standing for something", I did, and cut them all off ecclesiastically speaking. But the straw that broke the camel's back and ensured I would never return was when the bishop "presiding" over my grandmother's funeral chastised me for being a bad Mormon.
Note, this was during the eulogy he was giving purportedly for the purpose of celebrating my grandmother's life.
Our only regret is that we took so long to wake up.
Life is precious, we only get to experience this phase once, and we tend to waste too much of our lives living by someone else's rules or agenda.I sometimes feel I was a bonehead compared to others who woke up much sooner.